Rough ride isn't even close!! Lol. After my major breakdown on Facebook and this site, I am much better. Lol. 3 is pretty average, isn't it??? He has two boys from his ex, and Lilia from me. He's done (lol), but wants more kids with me, but I get the feeling it's because I'm much younger (I'm 21, he's 41) and he doesn't want to deprive me. The toughest thing with adultery is, "what did she have that I didn't???" I can get past the ***, I can get past whatever, but can't get past THAT question. I can't even understand how you love someone sooooooooooooo much (like he loves me), but still do this?????? And then there's the "does he really love me, or does he just feel obligated???????" It's getting better though.
When is your due date, if you don't mind me asking???????
I don't get to come on here as often as usual. Miss the site!! Lol. x