thing is he knows i cant stop the contact! atleast not at the moment i said when i 1st found out my phone will be switched which i only managed that for not even 1day!! i just want to see him so bad, maybe for closure or maybe understand why, he said he wants to see me again to explain better why he's done this and show me how sorry he is! i'm so angry with myself cos normally anyone who treats me bad friend, bf anyone they dont get a 2nd chance never, but him i'm giving time to work his way back which i know i shouldn't! ight now most of my hurt and tears are bottled up! i find it easier at this stage to write about it no doubt it will all come out soon!! it does help to speak to people who know how you feel thanks hun we will get through it!! somehow?! but we will xxx
hiya hun, not been on for few days just trying to put to back of my mind whats happened, i'm just so bad cos i'm still in contat with him!!! i just cant help myself! just so hard, unfortunately you know what i'm going through! glad dates are going well no doubt Mr Right will show himself soon will look you up on sian's & add you & thank you for the offer stands for you to xxx
arabic eastenders lol oh well at least u know now sooner rather than later but still sorry that u didnt have a good time anyway.
well im fine here just a bit bored, not a lot to do here in el kef. just seem to be eating all day and watching tv lol. we went to monastir for 4 days in a hotel but im here at my fiances house until sunday. its fine but not a lot to do yep i just accepted u on FB